Fed up...:(((((

Am fed up...fed up of many things...fed up of this life as a girl...sometimes...fed up of giving explanations,reasons, and most of everything fed up of being someone else! fed up of breaking up my friendships n relationships which i value...for some misunderstandings..it happens..and it will be the same till my end.. i knw..but still...am fed up..damn it...

y my loved ones cant understand,that i love them,i value them..and i need them....men arent men anymore...animals are far better than humanbeings..!!

Smile,an everlasting smile, a smile can bring you near to me..

Dont ever let me find you gone,cause that would bring a tear to me

This world has lost its glory,lets start a brand new story

Now My Love...

You think that i dont even mean a single word i say...

Its only words and words are all i have to take your heart away..

my pappa!

feeling so lonely n bad...n i miss you terribly pappa...pappa i may not have told you,how much i love you n howmuch you mean to me, pappa i may not have been a good daughter,pappa i may have wronged you,pappa i may have hurt you..but pappa today from the bottom of my heart i wanna tell you..pappa i love you..i love you a looooot..you are world's most wonderful pappa, if there is anything good in me..pappa i got it from you..if i am anything today,you are the reason behind it...and pappa it was you who have always been with me...whenever i was left alone n misunderstood...i miss you pappa..n i love you...

the football fever..

The football fever has gone...leaving many desperate...many happy. but i feel the fever still in my blood..i wish germans could have made it..it was their 11th semi final..still they lost . i was waiting for last 8 years to see the germans lose again.!! :(...but this year i felt very bad for the argentenians also, though my team beat them up..i felt very bad for them coz argentina was the favourite team of my dear hubby n my dear friends..! so when the germans were celebrating...i was watching the desperate faces of my hubby n friends..so i was in a dilemma...
And this year a new star is born..its Paul the octopus..! poor thing he doesnt know even whats happening . Am happy for you mueller..atleast u could win the the golden boot.Ballack whatever it is you should have stayed back to cheer up the team in the semis..Lahm is young he might have wronged you..but still they are your team..so u should have stayed back.
Anyway this time it was for the Spaniards..so congrats..
And for Germans...we shall overcome..we shall overcome..we shall overcome one day...let it be in 2014.

missing you......

Missing so many things...so many people today....miss you richa..miss you sona...and miss you diya...diya went through my blog today for the first time..she was told abt the blog by richa..i don't know whether she was was angry with me,coz i didn't tell her abt it..no she wont be...

whatever it is..as soon as she read it,she told me its about the sea..as expected..yeah that's diya..she knows what am gonna write even..she knows when i become creative even..after all it was with her only i used to go to the beach..it was with her only i spent time with my sea ..it was with her only i went to cinemas..it was with her only i did all the things i wanted to do alone..so she should know what i will write down even..she has seen me talking to the sea,she has seen me laughing with the sea...and i had her hand in my hand whenever i went in to the sea...so its quite natural..
The Internet is a good thing..its because of the Internet today i could see my richa n sona..could talk to them..and i should say that its because of the Internet i have become so emotional also today..its because of the Internet today i am missing all of them very desperately ...

The Sea That i know...

hi,

y'day...as u all know it was weekend..so went to jumeirah beach..i went with our family friends..so when we reached there..i didnt feel anything special..and i didnt get the warmth or happiness i used to get from the sea i know..so i thought ok i wont go to her..i wont let her touch me...then suddenly i felt..perhaps if she also knows me, if she also recognizes me...then none could stop me..i went to her..and talked to her..i said..hey do you know me? do you recognize me? its me..the same girl who used to visit you...who used to talk to you..who used to play with you..who used to laugh with you..who used to cry infront of you...the only difference is that..this was not the land on which i used to write down my feelings..and you used to read it..and appreciate ..but i am the same girl..and you are the same sea...and what to do..i could not stay back at the same land..but atleast there should be one drop of you who knows me..right..? but i was wrong..this sea didnt recognize me..she didnt hug me..she didnt listen to me..suddenly i felt like running away...i missed my sea..i wanted to go back to her..i wanted to hug her..i was about to return..then suddenly she came and touched me...she hugged me...so cold was her arms..but still i could feel the warmth in her mind...yes...this sea also know me..i am happy..wherever i am..in dubai or in calicut..she recognizes me...yeah...after all i havent changed..no both of us havent changed..only the land between us has changed..so it may took some time to recognize eachother...but we will ...and i was true...she recognized me..

when i was there...i missed my bro,my dearest friend jikz...i dont know why...i wished if he were there with me..i wanted him there with me..to see the sea hugging me....

introduction

hey guyz....
welcome...to my world...the world of crazyness...the world of dreamz....the world of debates...the world of stupidity...ok ok...let me introduce me....i am hashina...hashinarafeeque...married to rafeeque...settled in dubai...basically frm india..thats it...i mean thats all for now...catch me later...
love
aash