Its true that,i have always been closer to my pappa..and i always used to share things with my pappa more than i did with my umma..and i always quarrelled with umma. i have always been a rebel infront of my mother. as a teenager i should have been the worst daughter anyone can think of..i was and am very stubborn..very rude and a very careless type of a daughter..
Umma, i have never told you howmuch i love you,howmuch you mean to me and all..but i have always told pappa about it and i have always let everyone else know howmuch each of them mean to me n howmuch i love each of them...but i have never told you..its because i was so stupid and stubborn that i never wanted to tell you that i love you n you mean somuch to me and most of everything i missed you most in my life! yeah thats the fact behind all my stubborn,rude,careless character...i always missed you and i was always left alone at home..you were busy always..you were a working woman, i can understand your situation now..but then still i think why only me was left alone..my brother n sister had many beautiful moments with you..only i didnt have any...so i was angry,desperate,and sad...and all these emotions came out as a rude,rebelious daughter..
but today i wanna let you know umma, i love you aloooooot...you mean a looooot to me...and i miss you still in my life....and despite of all these fact you have known me very well ...you love me a lot..and you are a great mother indeed...love you umma...miss you...
