Monday, January 27, 2014

Life after 1st September 2013 !!

A new life has began,after Emy is born. A new life full of happiness and peace. Needless to say, there are worries,sleepless nights,tensions,unfinished meals and coffees..but my Emy's smile makes it all worth.

My days were boring and long, but now 24 hours is not enough for me to finish all my work and rest. I have heard many say days flew after the birth of their baby..but it wasn't so with me..till now I am counting everyday,every minute and every moments with my Emy,for I have waited so long for it,struggled a lot for it and gone through a lot of pain to have her in my life.

She did tense us after her birth till she was 2 months old. She was not gaining weight, had urine infection, had to undergo ultrasound scanning when she was just 50 days old..and obviously I was crying all day and night looking at her.She started gaining weight after her Pediatrician prescribed milk supplement for her, to make my days perfect,happy and tension free. Now she is gonna complete 5 months on Feb 1 st, In Sha Allah.

I never knew how such a little person can change our lives so much. Now our world is Emy. Her giggles,sounds,movements, etc make our day. Even while she is sleeping we enjoy her gestures. Anything for her..I don't care about how I look now..don't care about my physique and diet..I am concerned about her health alone , wanna feed her so I have to eat..and after all I was worried about weight and all only to have a baby. Now she is here so its her that matters.Our conversations start and end with Emy..Hubby asks about Emy alone when he calls from office..we plan to save for her, and our shopping is only for her..so many changes. The way she holds my finger when she is sleeping or feeding..the way she smiles at me, the way she talks to me, the way she keeps her head on my shoulder ,every little thing she does make all the suffering worth.

Emy, you are our bundle of joy. Pappa and Mamma love you loads..we don't have a life of our own anymore..you make our world complete. Now I have to stop writing, for my angel is waiting for me.See you soon folks.